I wonder..

i wonder how she is feeling today?
what she is doing today?
the food she'll be eating today...

I wonder if she is really ok....
I wonder if she is really happy...
I hope she is...
suddenly i felt this gush of missing her...
I know she will be busy working...
maybe tonight I will see her...
or the day after.. :-)

signing out with a better day of sunshine and cloudy skies :-)

A place to reside.

Resting in a place long gone,

he have found another beautiful song,

that he'll sing and rhyme along,

as the heart is tied where it belong..

reside alone in a sheltered home,

seeking for peace and a healing tome,

and now he looked upon light shone,

his smile has glistened by her alone.

looking back at the running man,

he saw himself in which he pretend,

once loved and hurt a precious friend,

now starting anew in a different land.

thus he's signing out with a better day of sunshine and clouded skies :-)

Life as it is.

Life as it is,
if full of bliss,
as we wait in peace,
nothing will we miss..

as the hour passes by
the little boy that cried
now learned how to fly
reaching up in the sky.

the farmer who plant,
planted because he want,
he wanted because he cant,
he cant therefore he plant..

but hope has came faster than the tide,
the waves came to give him a ride,
he stood still and let loose of his footing..
and let the calm and peaceful waves carry him..

and he smiled at the sunny rays of dawn...
glistening his face, feeling once again ..warm.. :)

love is in the air, as long as we care, we will find it there~

how long has it been..

today i've read a post, a very sad post..not that i was angry or pissed with it.. i read a post that made me felt really disappointed with who i was before.. disappointed with what i've done before..  i didn't really knew that i had hurt this person so much, that i had made her cried alone in her bathroom, that i had made her heart break. I never wanted to hurt you so bad, it wasn't my intention at all...i was just an idiot. guess i wasn't matured enough to be in a relationship. But one thing that i am certain of, i never regretted meeting you in my life and i would like to say thank you very much for all that you've endured, and thank you very much for making me a better person now. :-) i now view life very differently..happily...you were right about me. I was just too stupid to not see it clearly, now i do. thank you my friend :-) and it's good to know that you are living a happier life right now..

signing out with a better day of sunshine and clouded skies :-)

Yeah~!

after the whole month of renovation and also running up and down the stair~~ fuu..finally, the SOLS center in segambut is almost completed~!!!! haha..cant wait for the students to come back from their holidays and start their classes.. :-)

signing out with a better day of sunshine and clouded skies~!! " :-)

how long are you gonna keep playing with me...?

i begin to hate your games...your occurrence and disappearance annoys me now...
no replies to me..and not answering calls... i try hard to show initiative while you mock me with your actions.
i am trying hard to heal and not make you a rebound'.. but did you even try to understand me? did you even try helping me? did you even care asking me? now i look so fucking silly... thanks for playing with me..good game
:-)

this weekend..i'm signing out with a mellow day of dark clouded skies..