just another weekend of sunsets, archery and DIY floor lamp :-)

 On Saturday, late afternoon: :-)

The Beautiful Woman i was with..

 the Beautiful Cape Hope we visited..

and she was really happy~

 her younger sister came along too~ ;-)

had her little drink

and there were some kids tossing stone pebbles into the sea..

 they were fishing as well..

getting on to some mischief it seems..:-)

and dawn was near..

Wei Ann found a swing~ <3

and Shirley shared the swing as well..

On Sunday morning:

we went for archery too..

she looks kinda pro... 

most certainly not a girl i wanna mess with.... ho ho ho

On Sunday Afternoon:

in the afternoon we decided to be productive..

we drove around and bought some paper cups..

we stapler them together...

there was a lot of stapling to be done...

and we made ourselves some really nice DIY floor lamps.. cool innit?!  :-)

I can say that it was a great weekend spent, and all was well with everything~! :-)
and i am signing out with a better day of sunshine and clouded skies :-)

:-)

a new stage

a new tone

a new birth

a new element

a new inspiration

a new picture

a new direction

a new found love

you

it is late at night (2:11 am) as i am writing this now..
even though i met you yesterday, and chilled out with you the whole day..it never stopped me from missing you at this time..i miss your existence.. your smile... your mengader-ness~ ...your care... your touch.
haha..time flies it seems..but i guess i should record our story here now and then.. i have told it once too many times to those that asked.. and yet i will never feel to bored of asking...

here goes.. 7 years ago..

a boy met a girl... a girl that he never thought that he would be able to date...and yet he still fell for her..there was something that attracts him... he dont know what..then...
~hahaha i dont know where to start!! :-)~

ok.. i was this little boy..a delinquent looking boy...a boy that smokes alot.. and one day as i was smoking in front of school, a voice caught me from the back "hey you~! dont smoke so much la.. it is very bad for you health, you know~?" and i was surprised as this girl smiled at me when i turned around..and i could see her braces shining under the sun.. "what a smile" i thought.. and i flushed red..i could feel my cheeks hot...and my lousy response that time was "oh~ ok.." hahaha ... i was a bit shy la.. but then i start noticing her alot..

i did something really stupid that time.. from that day onwards i will always sit in the exact same spot to smoke and hope to get scolded again..hope to be able to see her talk to me again.. and yeah, she did...but everytime i cant find the courage to get to know her closer.. but one fine day.. i found out that she is also part of this Nature society thing in school, and i was lucky enough to be invited to join in helping that society to paint some murals... whats best is that..she is also part of the mural project..hahaha i was so delighted.. but still i dont dare to talk to her..

but then things went pretty well and we worked on the mural together, and we even went to a trip with the society together.. and i liked her..i had a crush.. but i dare not speak or engage on it..because she was one of the famous girls in school.. and i was nothing but a normal kid.. haha

and surprisingly... we got closer towards the end of form 6.. what good timing right...... -_-"
and we started chatting and sharing and chatting and sharing..
as we tell each other about our lives.. we got closer and closer... but we remain as friends only.. i kept my distance.. and throughout these years..we both had someone else in our lives...and we both cried for them..but then again.. i never regretted going through those pains with previous companions... because it was when i's broken that she found me and fixed me up..
i was touched by her doing.. i was sad and broken and she was the only one that comforted me.. the only one that cared..the only one that understood.. the only one that chatted with me till 6.00am and i know that she have work in the morning.. but she held on...to make sure that i was alright..
after that chat with her.. i was so touched and so sad as well.. how have i missed something so great in life..how have i have once given up on someone so wonderful in life.. then only i see... that she is more important to me now..

we got closer and closer.. till one fine day.. i asked her out to catch a glimpse of the sunset in Cape Hope.... we went for a stroll in the mall for some hot chocolate..met up with a friend, then after that drove off to Cape Hope.. we walked a really really long path along the shoreline..and we just kept walking and talking.... i was just enjoying the vibe that the surrounding was giving out.. the dawn that was coming..as the final hours of the warm Sun rays were cast upon the two of us.. we kept walking..and talking about some other thing.. i was trying to find something to talk about.. until we found a nice spot to sit and as the sunset.. we had a short moment of silent in admiration of natures wonderful work of art..

it felt like forever for me.. and after the sunset.. we walked back to the car..and we sat on a bench near the place i parked. and i manage to summon my courage to tell her... but it was still a cowardly confession.." i think i am in love with you.." hahahahahaa what a loser right..i still laugh at it everytime i think of it.. :-)  but at that time she still hasn't agreed, instead she somehow rejected me.. yet surprisingly..i did not feel dissapointed somehow.. because deep down inside, i know she feels for me..for i can feel it too..but thanks for that ice-breaking confession.. we got way more closer as friends..

and as we found out more about the funny things in each other... the attraction grew, and i started to miss her alot.. and she started to miss me a lot as well.. we went out for a few times to hang out and eventually we were unofficially dating... and somehow.. we became companions now...it just came naturally.. and now i am dating her officially..for she is the greatest girl that i have ever met in my life.. yes..you truly is.. and the past 7 years was such a long ride.. but then again... worth it..for you are a close friend, a lover and a companion..
shirley..i love you.. :-) hehe.. though we have been dating for not long now.. yet it felt as though we have been dating for super long.. and i like that feeling.. that warm feeling in my chest that throbs for your appearance..
 there are more chapters to this story but i shall leave it for ourselves to treasure..

so this is it.. my very own story, that took me 7 years to write..and many many years more to complete with her..and i am signing out with a better day of sunshine and clouded skies.. :-)

i have never..

felt this strong before,

for someone..

believe so much,

in someone....

been healed so wonderfully,

by someone...

loved so deeply...

on someone...

thought i would meet...

this someone...

believed that i'm with..

this someone..

i'm signing out with a better day of sunshine and clouded skies :-) S.H.M.I.L.Y <3

thank you

for being there yesterday,
and cared for me while i am sick..
healing my soul with your presence..
making me smile when i couldn't
you are like an invisible angel...
always being there for me at times of need..
even as i am alone now.. i could still feel your presence with me..
for the love shared between us is strong and beautiful~

thank you SCHW~Shmily
you gave me a better day of sunshine and clouded skies..

you made my day~!

it was a wonderful day,
a day i spent without dismay,
you took my troubles away,
like there were no yesterday,
showing me care, needless to say,
making my heart skip and sway...

thus i'm signing out with a better day of sunshine and clouded skies.. :-) SCHW Shmily~ <3

See.How.Much.I.Love.You = )

Bless the broken roads..

I set out on a narrow way, many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true

That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
Yes He did

I think about the years I spent, just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost, and give it back to you

But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there, you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true

That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

But now I'm just rolling home into my lover's arms
This much I know is true

That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

That God blessed the broken roadThat led me straight to you


rascall flatts

Waking up.

Last night I woke up..
Last night it was cold..
Last night I stood up..
Your hands I want to hold.

Ps: sleep well Shirley..

In his younger days a man dreams of possessing the heart of the woman whom he loves; later, the feeling that he possesses the heart of a woman may be enough to make him fall in love with her. Thus a new chapter in his life unfolds. 

"The moment we indulge our affections, the earth is metamorphosed, there is no winter and no night; all tragedies, all ennui s, vanish, all duties even."

heart of a million petals

You have the heart of a million petals,

as i close my eyes i could see them,

fluttering in the midst of my mind,

so soothing and yet so stimulating...

am i to loose control of my self once more?

You are the bearer of my million petals,

the petals that surrounded my soul..

keeping it safe at your mercy,

so warm and yet so cozy...

need not worry, for i am to be firm..

need not worry if darkness returns,

for i am willing to burn my self ,

to brighten your day :-)

Ps: so much that i want to say, and the words in me grew day by day.. i shall sign out today with a better day of sunshine and clouded skies.. i love you.. S.C.h.W :-PA

when i see it now,

i guess this is life, sometimes you are lifted up and sometimes you are being thrown down. But the thing is, i am being shot too high above the sky now~ :-)

 i've know her for 7 years in counting, often times just disturbing her and telling lame jokes to her, but deep down inside... i had a crush.. Yeah man! 7 years.... not very consistent but the crush has been alive for that long.. HAHA..

i feel like a kid now...writing these kinda things.. but i cant seem to find a better way to ease down my excitement and happiness.. i couldn't sleep yesterday night! thanks to YOU! hahaha.. 

It felt surreal, being with her and going out with her... it always does, i couldn't help but to think that way..

sometimes you ask me what am i staring at when i look at you?" well then, i was just doing a reality check there~ :-) just to see if it is really happening..<3

ps. i love you, and i am signing out with a better day of sunshine and clouded skies.. 

For you who is special~~

Ps. Thank you for being special :-) and i'm signing out with a better day of sunshine and clouded skies.

"When i saw you, i fell in love and you smiled because you knew" William shakespeare

sometimes when you feel like you're falling,

don't worry, just spread your wings and fly..

sometimes when you feel broken,

don't worry, you're becoming a beautiful collage..

the happiest moments only comes after we faced sadness...

as you were there all the time... comforting my mind. 

i will try my very best to preserve you.. 

it is sad to love someone
and not being loved in return..

but what hurts the most is 

to love someone and not having

the courage to let them know....

"not me.." :-)

cuz i'm signing out with a better day of sunshine and clouded skies.. 

a smile~

A smile is quite a funny thing,
It wrinkles up your face,
And when it's gone you never find
Its secret hiding place.

But far more wonderful it is,
To see what smiles can do.
You smile at one, he smiles at you,
And so one smile makes two.

He smiles at someone, since you smile,
And then that one smiles back,

I wonder..

i wonder how she is feeling today?
what she is doing today?
the food she'll be eating today...

I wonder if she is really ok....
I wonder if she is really happy...
I hope she is...
suddenly i felt this gush of missing her...
I know she will be busy working...
maybe tonight I will see her...
or the day after.. :-)

signing out with a better day of sunshine and cloudy skies :-)

A place to reside.

Resting in a place long gone,

he have found another beautiful song,

that he'll sing and rhyme along,

as the heart is tied where it belong..

reside alone in a sheltered home,

seeking for peace and a healing tome,

and now he looked upon light shone,

his smile has glistened by her alone.

looking back at the running man,

he saw himself in which he pretend,

once loved and hurt a precious friend,

now starting anew in a different land.

thus he's signing out with a better day of sunshine and clouded skies :-)